"And when they talk about they past and lovers...

...you get mad at the thougth of it giving ass to others."

True enough i guess you could say..that line sits in my head

at this moment. Its 2:43 and i decide to type this bitch,

and that's only surprising because of the fact that i don't

post many of these. I stay amazed at the fact that whenever

I'm going through some type of shit in my life and listen to

Drake, he seems to spit a line in direct corrolation to wtf

I'm dealing with. I kinda had a bad feeling about typing personal

shit on my blog but when i think about it, fuck it its my thoughts

that are supposed to flow on this shit right?

So yeah...anyone who has facebook and is a friend of mine can see

the new girl. Things are good so far besides a few small bumps

that have occurred so soon in the relationship, but that is why

we work. We deal with shit from each other. I really feel like I'm

rambling on this shit but again, fuck it haha. My blog, my shit, my

life. I love being with her. Feel like a made nigga when she touches

me, wants to hold my hand, asks for a hug or kiss. Been a while since

I really enjoyed a girlfriend so I'm takin full advantage of this shit.

We've talked about a lot of shit and pretty much have every single

secret that we had out in the open now. Even though that's supposed

to be a good thing, I don't really feel the whole knowing about your

girl's ex's type of thing. I think now that I look on it, I'd rather

had not even heard what came out of her mouth on those nights. I kinda

feel that since she's been in love twice, wouldn't it be easy to drop

a nigga quick? Like, think about that shit. When you are datin somebody

and you've already been through everything there is to go through in a

relationship with 2 other niggas, wouldn't that make it easier to dip

out on a nigga when you have a change of heart or some shit? Heartache

sometimes squeezes the heart of sympathy or tolerance so if it gets a

little rough could it be easy for her to bounce? Idk. All I know is that

I'm a lucky nigga. Thought I was fly before but all of a sudden I sometimes

don't feel good enough. Never on no emo type shit but sometimes a dude

gotta feel bad to make the good times mean shit. Now I have this urge

to step it up even more, to the point that she never has to see me on any

type of bummy shit. Ever. I am never ashamed of her even though sometimes

she may think otherwise, but I want her to have no reason to be ashamed of

me. Sometimes it feels as if thats the case but thats in any relationship.

So I jus say fuck it. I know what kind of nigga I am and clearly she does

too to be with me so yeah, fuck doubts. But I still would like to get on

that come up status. It's a new season, so time for these new threads huh?

Yeah, I think so too. This hoe long than a bitch so ima call it quits for

the night. Promise future blogs won't be this long haha. But I needed to

vent a little.

"A lot of girls y'know, wanna get close.

You might think they the one but jus wait,

nah mean? Take it slow."

Time gone tell this story, so I'm through

with it.


Peace Love Sole.